::Alligators and Epic Misspellings::

So I signed up for a mentor on Virtual Hogwarts, which, in my head, isn't so virtual anymore. It is more or less becoming my whole life. And I'm okay with that. My fake-life, which is Lilith's and not mine, is far more fun and far less complicated. Plus, I suspect she will be getting straight O's this term.

I am finding that my emotions are all completely and unnecessarily jumbled. When I should be angry, I'm disappointed. When I should be serene, I am super--no--über--no--HYPER-random and over-the-top crazy. When I should be sad, I am numb. When I should be sympathetic, I am greedily happy. When I should be happy for someone else, I'm either sad or jealous, or some cheap combination of the two. And all of these can happen in the course of a five-minute conversation, or a walk down the hall and out the door.

And the really sad part is, there are probably a lot of weddings ruined by flamingos.

I am also becoming more and more easily distracted. For example, every day I set out to do schoolwork, and end up on random scientific pages or on videos of people adapting songs into their preferred instruments. Or, like now, the random urge to Google "Parkour" for no reason.

It's really very interesting, actually.

Imagine getting attacked and running away off the wall next to you to get around the attacker. And then the look of "HUH?" on his face as you vault or jump or roll away.

Or maybe not that dramatic.

Above all, we must remember that anything is possible. Do with that what you will.

What?! All these people in the cars we pass are.. Asian?!

::Oi::

Very very very emotional day.. But now things are on the right track, and I'm so relieved..

I didn't do much today, other than my entry for DeviantArt's latest contest.

So, here it is.

That thing took three days.. Carpal tunnel, much? Surprisingly, no. But it's almost there..

Hm, as a last note..

I reallyreallyreally love heartfelt messages.

Love and other indoor sports (like osmosis),

Blue Disastrous

::Two Words::

Carpal. Tunnel.

::Too Much Contrast..::

Worked on a DeviantArt contest entry.

And.. that was it.

::Peacocks::

I am finding myself more and more annoyed and hate-filled, like I was last time. Also like last time, I am not saying anything. So that's not helping.

Anyway, today was school. Only Takada was sick and we had a sub who knew nothing at all about Japanese, so we basically played around and it was really weird and review-ish. This is after Lytle came out and sternly talked to me for the first time, because L said we could leave after signing in. Nothing was going right.

So, after the strange non-Japanese Japanese class, Mum and I went back into Tracy to kill some time.. then went back to school for my music class.

Today it was actually interesting, and I was very pleased. Though, Courtright tried taking my hat a few times, which is not very nice when you don't want all these amazing musicians seeing your disgusting flat hair.

Alexis and I decided not to work on our normal guitar and bass, instead sitting at the keyboard and trying to trip up our fingers doing scales in a particular way. And then there was the listening to hardcore Japanese metal that was amazing while Courtright wasn't looking. We (Alexis and I) talked the whole time about random Japanese things, from manga to fashion to capsule hotels to dancing squid. It was all rather fun.

Then it was time to go to BN, where I began emailing my aunt about quilting and got help and such. And then, out of nowhere, Zak popped up. So we spent about, hm, an hour writing a basic script and going over different scenarios for said script. We ended up with a twisted short scene where a rabid rabbit--well, I won't get that far. We ARE going to film it, after all.

After that, it was all fun again with the walking and the ranting and the walking and the Sour Patch Kids and the walking and the kitties and the walking.. Did I mention the walking? I swear, by the time we reached Costco we had to have at least walked like five miles. Which is a lot for the both of us.

Aaand then he had to randomly leave again. And then I left.

And here I am, feeling annoyed and not satisfied, yet again.

I am now caught between wanting time to speed up and wanting to just sleep forever and never live a real life again. I feel worthless. Again.

So that's all I have to say about that.

Now, back to figuring out how to do this.. paper.. piecing.. thingy. Either that, or start writing some of the script as a rough draft/proposal. Just have to keep my mind busy is all..

Love and other indoor sports (I've got nothing tonight),

Blue Disastrous

::Where Am I?::

I swear, it feels like my head's full of Jello. Which I have in the fridge. Shoot! I forgot to get some grape Jello earlier. Oh well..

So, my favourite punctuation..ness.. is: ‽, the interrobang. Pretty spiffy, eh? Kai and I believe this should be, erm, allowed in normal English punctuation, because it is awesome and most often used in at least spoken English, so why not written as well? かよ‽

Today was as uneventful as yesterday (though I don't think I blogged yesterday, did I?), with the best part of the day being my dinner/dessert/snack combo. Chikkin doodle soup, a few stolen bites of chili, a sundae, and dinosaurs. No joke.

Now, I really hope tomorrow--WAIT!! Hm, okay, no Astronomy lesson up yet. Tomorrow is Monday, which is also Japanese and Music classes, the day I pick up my English assignment, the day Lilith has another Astronomy lesson, the day I hang out with Zak again (I must charge my camera!), aaand Cat Day! That's right, in Japan, tomorrow is Cat Day. Nyan, nyan! Treat your kitties like royalty!

Oh, I so wish time would speed up. Just for now, because I'm just too excited and I gotta get back to Hogwarts--no, that's not right (but I wish it was). But I want to go be with Kai already.

I've made another list. I'll post it on Zoho soon, if anyone is still following that.

Aaand.. erm.. I am still waiting for a few important emails.. And.. I suppose that is it.

Love and other indoor sports (like swimming, without the water),

Blue Disastrous